Twin - Mark I'm back-F20 / In progress /

... the world around me suddenly lost its axis. As if it suddenly fell apart into senseless forms and shapes, as if I had ceased to exist, or what I would not be alive, just as a camera shaking the fragments of a world full of chilling silence.... Mark is a trained gardener and shortly after his twentieth birthday, shock together with sadness came into his life. His life plans are interrupted by a disease, smart and handsome guy became a victim of a diagnosis, which identifies and recognizes his fate. “I am proud of the dignity with which he handles his actual life and I know, we will not be alone, we have a son at home (mother).” The first Mark’s /1971/ schizophrenia symptoms / F20 / emerged more than 20 years ago. His disease became chronic. Mark changed several psychiatric clinics, medicine, electroshock therapies. He attempted suicide. Only in the last three years heatment became stabilized. Currently, he is living with his parents. He had a dog for a long time, for years he has been taking care of aquarium fish and birds. When he feels better, he shows the signs of the sense of humour – laughs and makes plans. When he feels bad, he suffers from anxiety- lies, curled into a ball. He devoted himself to jazz music, listening to it from the morning till the evening. He smokes almost without a break. Mark fights for himself on daily basis. From minute to minute, from hour to hour, from day to day.